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All Over Me

May 28th, 2007 | Posted by JeanGrey in Love | Music Videos | Relationship - (10 Comments)

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All Over Me by Danger Flowers

Another favorite of mine…

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my precious gift!

May 21st, 2007 | Posted by JeanGrey in Love | Personal | Relationship - (0 Comments)

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happy na ko kasi nandito ka na hon… =)

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official cake = black forest!

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best day of my life…

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akala ko di ka na makakarating….

thank you honey… i love u so much…


Gay or Straight?

May 18th, 2007 | Posted by JeanGrey in Relationship - (0 Comments)

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http://60minutes.yahoo.com/segment/68/gay_or_straight

lost..

April 13th, 2007 | Posted by JeanGrey in Love | Personal | Relationship - (1 Comments)

I don’t know what’s happening.. it feels like I am losing something… or maybe it’s me that’s totally lost… ang hirap i-explain… ang hirap mag-isip… ang hirap ng feeling ng kailangang umalis… I don’t wanna leave… but I have to.. It feels like I really have no choice but just to follow… Ang hirap… ayoko ng mahiwalay sayo.. natatakot na naman ako… pero kailangan ko pa rin sabihin sa sarili ko na kaya ko ‘to… kailangan kong kayanin..

Masakit mahiwalay sa taong minamahal mo.. sana this time makayanan ko na… sana hindi na ko makaramdam ng sobrang lungkot kagaya nung unang beses na nangyari ‘to.. pero feeling ko hindi pa talaga ako prepared… I need more time to be emotionally prepared…

God please give me more time…

Pain in the ass!!!

February 18th, 2007 | Posted by JeanGrey in Personal - (0 Comments)

May mga taong hindi mo alam kung ignorante o manhid lang talaga… May student ako na talaga namang super sa OVER sa kulit! Dahil kailangan nila ang cellphone number ko, eto ako binigay ko. And GOSSSH!!! walang pinipiling oras naman po sa pag text o pagtawag. Minsan di ko na sinasagot o di na ako nagrereply sa text nya dahil sa sobrang kulit. 4pm-12mn ang duty ko and guess what? Imbis na pahinga ko ng 1am onwards.. puro ring ng telepono naririnig ko. Paulit ulit lang nmn ang sinasabi at tinatanong kapag nakakausap ko (Pano sya papasa sa subject ko? Yung family problem at ang walang kamatayang lovelife nya!) May mga tao talagang walang pakialam o manhid lang talaga… I must admit, malimit wala din akong pakialam at manhid pero mas malupit ata to.. YUKO ulo ko sa batang ito…. Whew! sya kaya bulabigin ko ng ganun? Yung tipong pagod ka na sa trabaho, puyat ka pa at at last makakarelax ka na dahil matutulog ka na tapos biglang tuturetehin ka ng ring ng cellphone mo? kung pwede ko lng barahin ginawa ko na e… Kaso baka masyadong mapahiya naman (dapat alam nya yun diba?) Would you believe yung fone ko pagdating ko sa house kelangan i-charge agad para in case na mambulahaw na naman itong taong ‘to e hindi naman ma-lowbat agad ang cellfone ko. Hey! natutulilig na tenga ko ha! ikaw kaya bulabugin ko?! Kung pwede lang sana iboboto kita para maging host sa isa sa mga ALPHA-KAPAL-MUKS…! lolz

(“Student” and some situations were just used to protect the true identity of the person involved… )

- Joyce

A plate of fettuccine

February 10th, 2007 | Posted by JeanGrey in Love | Personal | Relationship - (0 Comments)
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fettuccine

It was 8 o’ clock in the morning of June 9, 2003, wearing my favorite outfit, a simple maong skirt, my green petite polo and a casual slip on. I was supposed to attend my PT Review class at that time. While waiting for a ride, a Tamaraw FX stopped in front of me with a signboard of “Project 8” (a place in Quezon City). The wind blew on my face and without any hesitation, I’ve decided not to attend the class anymore. While inside the FX, I mumbled to myself that “I’m going to meet this special person I used to chat with….” I don’t know why I’m so eager to meet this person! Honestly, I’ve never been to that place… although I already have an idea on how can I get there.

After 45 minutes, the vehicle stopped at Road 20. My landmark was Mc Donald’s fast-food chain at my 3 o’clock, Tom’s Grill at 9 o’clock and a tricycle at 11 o’clock. I have to ride a tricycle this time to AMA University. At last I’ve already reached the school and as far as I can remember, this special person said that if I’m facing the school entrance gate, there’s a street going to the right, just walk straight to that direction and look for the Wirez and Circuitz Computer Shop. But it’s a dead-end! So I turned to my left and decided to have a walk for a while hoping that I might be able to find the said computer shop. I continued walking then suddenly I felt hungry coz it was already 9 o’clock in the morning so I stopped in a snack house and look for some food to eat. I ordered my favorite – fettuccine. Yummy! While I was eating, I texted her and asked if she can just meet me here at the snack house because I was having a hard time looking for her internet cafe. After about 20 minutes of waiting, I saw a girl standing in front of me. Wearing her sweet smile with teary eyes, she asked, “Excuse me, you’re Joyce right?” Then I nodded. I told her to sit beside me and offered some food to eat. Suddenly, my heart beat turned so fast as I glanced at her. I looked every inch of her face as well as the traces of sweat in her hair. The unexplained electric feeling impaired my taste buds. My hot creamy pasta turned into sweet, brilliant, heart pounding feeling inside my chest. I knew from the deepest part of my hypothalamus, as I put down the fork in my plate… at that moment I felt something that was so hard to explain… Only few words described what I’ve felt, “I’ll be happy to spend the rest of my life with HER!” and oh my God! She felt the same way too…

-Joyce

Loving Annabelle – It’s Your Love

February 7th, 2007 | Posted by JeanGrey in Love | Music Videos | Personal | Relationship - (0 Comments)

I can relate to some of the scenes in this music video… ” I was able to control you…” I am a control freak and that makes me complicated. Maybe that’s one reason why we drifted apart…

Here’s the music video It’s Your Love from the movie Loving Annabelle.

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Dancing in the dark, middle of the night
Taking your heart and holding it tight
Emotional touch, touching my skin
And asking you to do
what you’ve been doing all over again

Oh, it’s a beautiful thing
Don’t think I can keep it all in
I just gotta let you know
What it is that won’t let me go

It’s your love, it just does something to me
It sends a shock right through me
I can’t get enough
And if you wonder
about the spell I’m under
Oh, It’s your love

Better than I was, more than I am
And all of this happend by taking your hand
And who I am now is who I wanted to be
And now that we’re together
I’m stronger than ever, I’m happy and free

Oh, it’s a beautiful thing
Don’t think I can keep it all in
I just gotta let you know
What it is that won’t let me go

It’s your love, it just does something to me
It sends a shock right through me
I can’t get enough
And if you wonder about the spell I’m under
Oh, It’s your love

Oh, it’s a beautiful thing
Don’t think I can keep it all in
I just gotta let you know
What it is that won’t let me go

It’s your love, it just does something to me
It sends a shock right through me
I can’t get enough
so if you wonder about the spell I’m under
It’s your love…
It’s your love…
It’s your love…

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24 Hour Trip

February 1st, 2007 | Posted by JeanGrey in Personal - (0 Comments)

kulang – kulang

January 17th, 2007 | Posted by JeanGrey in Love | Personal | Relationship - (0 Comments)
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Hmm… may napanuod ako corny pero iyak ako ng iyak sa movie na un. Nakalimutan ko pa pamagat. Basta nandun si John Lloyd at Bea. Ang cute ng story… it’s about person na very very and to the max na very different na tao. Sa ugali? super magkabaliktaran sila, sa pag dadamit? magkaiba din, sa family? ang layo lalo! sa pananaw sa buhay? sa ibang tao? hay, + and – sila. Ganun siguro talaga pag love na ang nabuo no? most of the time you’re expecting na may darating sa life mo na perfect! meron bang ganun? nuon akala ko meron… pero wala pla. Pero merong mas ok sa perfect, alam mo kung ano? yun yung “KULANG.” Lahat kasi tayo may kulang walang buo o perfect. Kapag nakahanap tayo ng isa pang kagaya nating kulang at nagsama na… dyaraaaannnn… Mabubuo na! Gets mo? (sana) ahahahah! Magulo ba? o ako lang ang nagpapagulo? Ganito na lang, parang ako… kulang ako, di perfect pero nung naglakad lakad ako sa ibabaw ng keyboard ko me nakita akong isang kulang din kagaya ko. Hindi ko masukat kung gaano karami o kalaki ang kakulangan ko at ganun din sya! Basta ang alam ko malaki!!! in short, nagsama ang dalawang di buo, ang dalawang may kakulangan guess what? Na BUO sila! Naging perfect sila! Pero subukan mong paghiwalayin, try mong paglayuin, malalaman mo kung anong kulang sa kanilang dalawa… ang kulang? kulang ang isa’t isa pag nawala ang isa! Hahhahaa! Yun lang po. Di bale kapag na alala ko pamagat ng movie sasabihin ko…

Sa ngaun, wala akong kulang… kasi me bumuo na sakin. c”,)
Thank you hon… Love you and see u soon…

picking up the pieces again…

December 14th, 2006 | Posted by JeanGrey in Love | Personal | Relationship - (0 Comments)

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Tulak ng bibig kabig ng dibdib…corny but TRUE! malimit iba ang lumalabas sa bibig natin…
(hindi yan ang ibig kong sabihin)

Pag pilantik ng daliri at pag galaw ng buong katawan…
(ndi ko sinasadya)

Pag unday ng patalim na tagus tagusan… (eto ang gusto kong iparating)
Pag hikbi ng sanggol na tumuloy sa paghahagulgol… (nasaktan ako pero mas nasaktan kita)
Pag pasan ng bato habang nakaharap sa salamin… (inaamin ko nagkamali ako)
Pag tanggal ng maskarang bumabalot sa pagkatao… (eto ang totoong ako)
Pag hahabol ng takip silim sa pag bukang liwayway…(hindi ko kayang mawala ka)
Pagsilip ng ngiti sa lumuluhang labi… (ayaw mo akong mawalay sayo)
Itinapong mga ginto na unti-unting kinakain ng lupa… (lahat handa kong ipagkaloob)
Bangungot na siya nang kinaligtaan… (kahit ano kayang talikuran)
Pag yakap sa lubos na kinatatakutan… (IKAW… ang kulang na piraso na bubuo sa puso ko)

Thank You

December 3rd, 2006 | Posted by JeanGrey in Things That Matters - (0 Comments)

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my other side and my life

(Thank You  Lyrics By Dido )

my tea’s gone cold, i’m wondering why i got out of bed at all
the morning rain clouds up my window and i can’t see at all
but even if i could it’d all be grey, but your picture on my wall
it reminds me that it’s not so bad…it’s not so bad

i drank too much last night, got bills to pay
my head just feels in pain
i missed the bus and there’ll be hell today
im late from work again
and even if i’m there, they’ll all imply that i might not last the day
and then you call me and it’s not so bad…it’s not so bad and

i want thank you for giving me the best day of my life
oh just to be with you, is HAVING THE BEST DAY OF MY LIFE

Push the door, i’m home at last and i’m soaking through and through
then u handed me a towel and all i see is you!
and even if my house falls down now i wouldn’t have a clue
because you’re near me and

i want to thank you for giving me the best day of my life
oh just to be with you is having the best day of my life…

ang pagong…

December 2nd, 2006 | Posted by JeanGrey in Love | Personal | Relationship - (2 Comments)
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ang pagong

sabi nila pagong daw ako… dahil sa bagal kong kumilos sa lahat ng bagay… hmmmm… kanina… bigla kong naalala ang alaga kong pagong na si raves… bigay sya ng lola ko sakin… that was 6 years ago…

request ko to sa lola ko e… sabi ko kapag lumuwas sya ng manila… gusto ko ang pasalubong nya sakin ay pagong... kaya ayun… di ko alam kung bakit gustong gusto kong magalaga ng pagong…. ang sabi ng iba malas sa buhay ang pagong… dahil magiging mabagal daw ang takbo ng buhay ng nagaalaga nito… pero wala akong pakialam dahil alam ko sa sarili ko yun ang gusto ko e… ang takbo ng buhay ng isang tao ay walang kinalaman sa kung ano man ang napiling alagaan at mahalin nito… ang tao mismo ang gumagawa at nagpapatakbo sa buhay nya kaya kung magtagumpay man ito o mabigo… di natin dapat isisi sa mga bagay na walang kinalaman dito…

maliit pa sya nun… pero nung mga time na yun na dumating sya sa buhay ko e sobrang busy ko pa sa maraming bagay.. sa puso ko importante sya sakin lalo na at bigay sya sakin ni lola… nilagay ko sya sa isang fishbowl na tamang tama lang para sa kanya..

at first lagi ko syang pinapakain… in short sobrang bigay ako ng atensyon nung unang dating nya sakin… nilalaro ko sya sa mga kamay ko hanggang sa naging maamo naman na sya sakin… alam ko masaya si raves ko dahil sobrang pagaalaga ang binibigay ko sa knya…kaso dumating sa point na halos nakalimutan ko na sya… minsan magugulat na lang ako dahil 1 week ko na pala syang di napapakain.. ang sama ko noh…?? sobrang guilty ko… pero sabi ko sa sarili ko di na mauulit… di na kita gugutumin…

sa mga sumunod na linggo balik na naman sa dating gawi…. inalagaan ko na naman… lumipas ang ilang buwan…. laging ganun ang nangyayari…. importante sya sakin pero bakit ganun… may mga times na nakakalimutan ko sya… believe it or not pero minahal ko talaga ang pagong na yun… pero sa sobrang kapabayaan ko… siguro halos 1 month ko na yata syang hindi napakain… ang sama sama ko…. naguilty ako sobra… dali dali kong tinignan kung buhay pa sya…. and thank god buhay pa din… ang kawawang pagong tahimik lang… siguro kung nakakapagsalita lang si raves… siguro nasabi nya lahat ng sama ng loob nya sakin… awang awa ako sa knya… habang nililinisan ko sya nakalabas lang ang ulo nya… ang haba ng leeg nya sobra… halos maiyak ako dahil nakatingin lang sya sakin at papikit pikit lang…

nung oras na yun sinabi ko sa sarili ko na hindi ko na sya ulit pababayaan… aalagaan ko na sya… grabeh ang payat nya na sobra at ang gaan gaan nya na… ilang weeks din bago nakabawi ang alaga kong pagong… thanks god.. akala ko mamamatay na sya e…. hanggang sa lumipas ang mga araw naging masaya na sya ulit….

hmmmm…. di ko alam kung bakit dumating ang time na naging busy na naman ako…. at napabayaan ko na naman sya…. this time mahigit 1 month ko na naman syang hndi napakain… ni hindi man lang napalitan ng tubig…. at gaya ng dati… naguilty na naman ako sobra…. sabi ko sa sarili ko this time magbabago na ko… ililipat ko na sya sa mas magandang lalagyan para kitang kita ko sya palagi at di ko sya makakalimutan pakainin… nung araw na yun nakapagdecide na ko na ibibili ko pa sya ng aquarium nya…

pagtingin ko sa fishbowl kung san dun sya nakalagay… di ko na malaman kung anong gagawin ko… dahil napansin ko nakalutang na sya at nakatihaya… di na gumagalaw… napaiyak ako sobra… bakit kung kelan ko naisip na ililipat ko na sya sa mas magandang lalagyan… bakit kung kelan gusto ko na talaga syang alagaan…huli na pala ang lahat… dahil patay na sya… wala ng sense lahat ng magagandang plano… wala ng sense dahil patay na si raves… di pala sapat ang pagbibigay ng atensyon at pagmamahal ng minsanan lang… dapat kung talagang nagmamahal ka… dapat consistent ka… .dapat pa nga habang tumatagal mas tumitindi ang ibinibigay mong pagmamahal at atensyon… dahil habang tumatagal mas nadadagdagan ang needs nya… mas kelangan nyang kumain ng marami dahil lumalaki na sya… mas binibigyan pala dapat ng atensyon… kung naging consistent lang sana ako sa pagaalaga… sana hanggang ngayon buhay pa sya…. sana nuon ko pa naisip… pero huli na…

kung naririnig ko lang ang nararamdaman ng alaga kong pagong… alam ko umasa sya sakin na magbabago ako at aalagaan ko sya… dahil wala naman syang choice na magreklamo… di naman sya pwedeng lumayas dahil ako ang amo nya… dahil ako ang nagmamayari sa kanya… kung narinig ko lang sana ang sigaw nya na gutom na gutom na sya at pakainin ko naman… kung narinig ko lang sana ang mga reklamo nya sa tubig na sobrang baho at sobrang labo na sa dumi… kung narinig ko lang sana na gusto nyang makipaglaro sakin dahil nalulungkot sya… kung narinig ko lang sana… pero di nya na kinailangan na magsalita pa… dahil dapat sa sarili ko kung naging mabuti lang ako…. dapat una pa lang na napabayaan ko sya… dapat noon pa lang ay nagbago na ko… pero wala akong ginawa… kawawang pagong napabayaan lang… di ko pwedeng isumbat sa knya na minsan din naman pinapakain ko sya ah… minsan din naman nakikipaglaro ako sa knya… alam ko di ko pwedeng isumbat yun… dahil una pa lang alam na alam ko na kailangan nya yun… dahil dapat una pa lang alam ko na wala naman ibang magbibigay sa knya ng mga
kailangan nya….. dahil ako lang ang nagiisang amo nya at wala ng iba….

sa buhay ng tao parang ganun din… dapat maging consistent ka sa pagbibigay mo ng pagmamahal at atensyon.. at ng pagaalaga… dapat habang tumatagal mas tumitindi ang pagmamahal na yun… hindi pwedeng pag may nagawa kang mali ay gusto mo lang makabawi.. pagkatapos pano na sa mga susunod na panahon…. wala na? sa totoong buhay di pwedeng ganun… dahil baka kung kelan natin marealize na importante pala sya satin… baka kung kelan dumating ang panahon na gusto mo ng maging seryoso…. hindi mo alam baka huli na pala…. dahil wala na palang pagong na aalagaan…. dahil wala na sya…

at ngayong alam ko na at natuto na ako… siguro masasabi ng iba na pwede naman akong maghanap ulit ng pagong naaalagaan e… pero espesyal ang pagong na yun… dahil alam ko kung san nanggaling ang pagong na yun… di ko sya basta basta nabili sa isang pet shop lang… dahil ipinakuha pa yun ng lola ko sa malalim na balon
para lang maibigay sakin ang pagong na yun…. alam ko marami pang ibang pagong jan na mas maganda… may breed… mamahalin… mataas ang value… pero sa buhay ko… alam ko na nag-iisa lang ang pagong na yun… at kahit kelan di na
ko makakakita ulit ng pagong na magpaparealize sakin kung paano magpahalaga….

REALITY BITES……

October 7th, 2006 | Posted by JeanGrey in Love | Relationship - (4 Comments)

Anyone who has gone through the agony of losing someone he/she loves so much will still wish against all odds to have that love back again. But sometimes a love lost is a love gone forever. No amount of hope can bring back to life a relationship that just died a natural death. Set yourself free, let your heart spread its wings and fly. Remember, it may rain for 40 days and 40 nights, but still it will not rain forever. One day the pouring will stop and there will be plenty of branches where you can find rest. One of these is where you will build your nest and start over again. It’s never too late. you may find love and lose it but, WHEN LOVE DIES YOU NEVER DIE WITH IT. You cannot be a redeemer all your life. The best way to weigh a relationship is through the test of fire. You cannot be a sober with your mistake forever.

We all fall and make wrong decisions but our blunders are not meant to bury us deep in misery but to teach us the valued lessons of life. Loving is always a learning process.. with love we learn how to CARE AND SACRIFICE. we learn to SHARE AND REACH OUT. We learn to be UNSELFISH AND GIVE MORE THAN WE CAN. Then, when everything doesn’t end well, we learn how it feels like to fall and get hurt. But learning doesn’t have to end there. After our fall, we strive to get back on our feet and move on. This is where we learn that LIFE DOESN’T END WHERE OUR HEARTACHES BEGIN. THERES NO FUTURE FOR RELATIONSHIP OF LIES AND SELFISHNESS. Its true, there is life in love. But, there can still be life even after losing love if you leave the past behind and let your heart heal and give you the chance to find yourself again. The success of a relationship lies not only in the beauty of its beginning but in its consistency. Make a choice not on impulse but a decision based on a healthy balance of mind and heart. Let us always remember that…HAPPINESS IS NOT A MATTER OF DESTINY BUT A MATTER OF CHOICE. There comes a time in our lives when we chance upon someone so nice and beautiful and we just find ourselves getting so intensely attracted to that person. This feeling soon becomes a part of our everyday lives and eventually consumes our thoughts and actions. The sad part of it is when we begin to realize that this person feels nothing more for us than friendship. We start our desperate attempt to get noticed and be closer but in the end our efforts are still unrewarded and we end up being sorry for ourselves. YOU DON’T HAVE TO FORGET SOMEONE YOU LOVE, WHAT YOU NEED TO LEARN IS HOW TO ACCEPT THE VERDICT OF REALITY WITHOUT BEING BITTER OR SORRY FOR YOURSELF. YOU WOULD BE BETTER OFF GIVING THAT DEDICATION AND LOVE TO SOMEONE MORE DESERVING.

Don’t let your heart run your life, be sensible and let your mind speak for itself. Listen not only to your feelings but to reason as well. Always remember that if you lose someone today, it means that someone better is coming tomorrow. IF YOU LOSE LOVE, IT DOESN’T MEAN THAT YOU HAVE FAILED IN LOVE. CRY IF YOU HAVE TO BUT MAKE SURE THAT TEARS WASH AWAY THE HURT AND THE BITTERNESS THAT THE PAST LEFT YOU WITH. LET GO OF YESTERDAY AND LOVE WILL FIND ITS WAY BACK TO YOU. And when it does, pray that it may be the love that will stay and last a lifetime. A woman on the rebound could easily fall for sweeping emotions and be made to falsely believe that she finally stumbled upon the right person..when what she just found is only someone to cover up for the love she lost. A person who makes a promise with words and not with actions may never live up to fulfill them.

ITS TRUE THAT LOVE CAN WAIT FOREVER BUT IT IS CRAZY TO STUBBORNLY HOPE FOR SOMEONE WHO DOESN’T EVEN CARE OR UNDERSTAND HOW YOU FEEL. Love makes us see the things through rose-colored glasses. Most of the time, we fail to recognize the danger sign that light up along our way. This feeling you have nurtured for so long isn’t healthy anymore. You must realize that you have to let go now before it consumes you and your sanity. There is always a time to think and stop. A time to be sensible and not to allow our hearts to rule over our heads. YOU DESERVE TO BE HAPPY NOT IN THE ARMS OF A PERSON WHO KEEPS YOU WAITING BUT IN THE ARMS OF SOMEONE WHO WILL TAKE YOU NOW AND LOVE YOU FOREVER. If loving a person who is attached to someone else is a crime, then, maybe, many of us would have been jailed long before we realize what its consequences could have been. Loving someone is never a sin..it’s what people do out of love that sometimes makes it all wrong. The selfish desire to want that person is what makes it a sin. DON’T THINK ONLY OF YOUR FEELINGS FOR REAL LOVE DOESN’T HAVE A PLACE FOR SELFISH PEOPLE. When there is love, there is always sacrifices. When we love someone, we never easily give up on that person. Even iF we get hurt badly we always try to find a way to ease the pain and learn to understand and forgive. Loving too much doesn’t hurt..it is when we expect this love to be reciprocated that we begin to seek approval and acceptance of the things we have done and when we are taken for granted and rejected, we curse the very same love that we once freely and happily offered. DON’T WASTE YOUR TIME WAITING FOR SOMEONE WHO NEVER REALLY CARED ABOUT HOW YOU WOULD HAVE FELT. OPEN YOUR HEART AGAIN AND GIVE YOURSELF THE CHANCE TO FIND THE PERSON WHO WOULD MAKE LOVING WORTH THE PAIN AND THE SACRIFICE. Just like anything else, our love grows weak and dies, if not taken cared of. It can keep up with pain only to a certain extent. Beyond that, it withers without any hope of recovery and soon dies. GOD WAKES US IN THE MIDST OF A STORM TO TEACH US A LESSON. HE TAKES AWAY PEOPLE WE LOVE SO WE CAN LEARN TO VALUE LOVE ITSELF. HE MAKES US CRY SO HARD SO WE CAN SEE CLEARLY WHEN WE OPEN OUR EYES. HE MAKES US BITTER SO WE CAN REALIZE THAT THERE IS NO GENUINE HAPPINESS IF WE THINK ONLY OF OUR OWN NEEDS AND NOT OF OTHERS.

Relationships built on jealousy and selfishness are doomed from the very beginning. The hardest part of losing love is letting go and moving on. Most of us cry endlessly over things that could have been but never will be. God allows us to experience pain to make us stronger and better persons. He will see us through the most trying and difficult times in our lives and only if we put our trust in Him can we learn to find joy in our tears and happiness in our sorrows. In many failed relationships, separation comes as the inevitable choice but moving on always proves to be twice as difficult as letting go. Sometimes, our choice to hold on is beyond the control of circumstances. Letting go is a decision that can never be dictated on us.

It is resolution we make to ourselves. Acceptance is the key to a new beginning and time is the healer of all wounds. Even if the storm casts its fearful shadow, there will always be light after our darkness and loneliest moments. There is always a hope for those who believe. There is always a chance for those who try.

LOSING SOMEONE WE LOVE MAY NOT BE A LOSS AT ALL BUT A BLESSING BECAUSE SOMEONE EVEN MORE DESERVING IS YET TO COME. There is nothing wrong in expressing our feelings to someone we love, but WE MUST ALWAYS BE SENSITIVE TO THE SIGNALS THAT TELL US WHEN TO RATIONALIZE AND BE SENSIBLE. There comes a time in our lives when we would fall for someone who wouldn’t be as interested as we are because his/her attention is focused on someone else. There are many times when we love but don’t get love in return. THERE ARE TIMES WHEN THE SIGN AHEAD SAYS STOP BUT WE STILL STUBBORNLY HEAD ON. We would say our love is unconditional but if it really is, then we should never feel bad. But why do we get frustrated when love turns sour? Because we still subconsciously seek acceptance and assurance from the people we care about. BEING IN LOVE CAN BE THE MOST WONDERFUL THING WE COULD EXPERIENCE BUT IF THE FEELING BEGINS TO CONSUME OUR WHOLE BEINGS, THEN WE HAVE TO STOP AND LET OUR MINDS AND NOT OUR HEARTS DICTATE OUR ACTIONS. ONLY WHEN WE LEARN TO ACCEPT OUR FATE AND UNDERSTAND THE MEANING OF OUR FAILURES CAN WE TRULY GO ON WITH LIFE…. WITHOUT HAVING TO LOOK BACK AND CRY OVER THE THINGS THAT COULD HAVE BEEN BUT WILL NEVER BE…

Romantic Compatibility for Taurus and Leo

September 23rd, 2006 | Posted by JeanGrey in Love | Personal | Relationship - (2 Comments)

Compatibility for Leo and Taurus

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Taurus

When Taurus and Leo come together in a love affair, they can be a great couple because they know how to stroke one another’s egos and love to have their own stroked! They have similar needs: Taurus needs plenty of affection, to be loved and cherished, while Leo likes compliments and wants to be adored and admired. They’re both extremely loyal and possessive lovers. Since they have such similar desires, they can generally provide for one another’s needs quite well.

These two Signs both love status and possessions. They prize physical comfort and luxury; Leo is often flamboyant about attentions and gift-giving, which will greatly please Taurus, who loves the most traditional forms of courtship. Though they can work together quite well, it’s not all roses between these two; both Signs are very stubborn and must work hard to understand and accept one another.

Taurus is ruled by the Planet Venus (Love and Money) and Leo is ruled by the Sun (Self). The Sun radiates warmth and light; Leo indeed radiates this kind of energy and enthusiasm. Venus is about love, beauty and luxury. This combination of masculine and feminine energy helps these two Signs admire and sustain one another. As a matter of fact, Venus is never more than 48 degrees from the Sun, so they belong close together! The Sun represents life and Venus represents love; as long as they are careful to understand each other, their combination is a positive one.

Taurus is an Earth Sign and Leo is a Fire Sign. They are both ambitious but in quite different ways. Leo longs for fame and fortune, while Taurus strives for security and stability in life and love. Since both these Signs expect to be the boss, they may tend to battle for domination. During arguments, Taurus abhors conceding a point, seeing it as acceptance of domination — unless they see that it’s the practical course. Their battles can be fierce and epic, but as long as both of them can be reassured that the relationship is important to their partner, things will go more smoothly.

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Leo

Taurus and Leo are both Fixed Signs. This means they’re both stubborn; once they make up their minds about something, it takes a lot to get them to change it. That’s why their arguments can get so intense — both of them truly believe they’re right and that theirs is the only right way to look at an issue! They also both tend to shy away from change; they like to get things settled and then let them continue on as is indefinitely — even if something could be improved. If they decide that they want their love relationship to stay, almost nothing will convince them to leave their partner. This is good for the stability of the relationship but can be bad if the relationship is destructive or inhibitive.

What’s the best aspect of the Taurus-Leo relationship? Their mutual admiration. Both Signs have very powerful personalities, so neither will dominate the other — no matter how hard they try! Others see them as an excellent match as they share the commitment to fulfilling their goals.

Taurus & Leo (KAMI TOH!)

September 22nd, 2006 | Posted by JeanGrey in Relationship - (7 Comments)

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Taurus

When Taurus and Leo come together in a love affair, they can be a great couple because they know how to stroke one another’s egos and love to have their own stroked! They have similar needs: Taurus needs plenty of affection, to be loved and cherished, while Leo likes compliments and wants to be adored and admired. They’re both extremely loyal and possessive lovers. Since they have such similar desires, they can generally provide for one another’s needs quite well.These two Signs both love status and possessions. They prize physical comfort and luxury; Leo is often flamboyant about attentions and gift-giving, which will greatly please Taurus, who loves the most traditional forms of courtship. Though they can work together quite well, it’s not all roses between these two; both Signs are very stubborn and must work hard to understand and accept one another.

Taurus is ruled by the Planet Venus (Love and Money) and Leo is ruled by the Sun (Self). The Sun radiates warmth and light; Leo indeed radiates this kind of energy and enthusiasm. Venus is about love, beauty and luxury. This combination of masculine and feminine energy helps these two Signs admire and sustain one another. As a matter of fact, Venus is never more than 48 degrees from the Sun, so they belong close together! The Sun represents life and Venus represents love; as long as they are careful to understand each other, their combination is a positive one.

Taurus is an Earth Sign and Leo is a Fire Sign. They are both ambitious but in quite different ways. Leo longs for fame and fortune, while Taurus strives for security and stability in life and love. Since both these Signs expect to be the boss, they may tend to battle for domination. During arguments, Taurus abhors conceding a point, seeing it as acceptance of domination — unless they see that it’s the practical course. Their battles can be fierce and epic, but as long as both of them can be reassured that the relationship is important to their partner, things will go more smoothly.

Taurus and Leo are both Fixed Signs. This means they’re both stubborn; once they make up their minds about something, it takes a lot to get them to change it. That’s why their arguments can get so intense — both of them truly believe they’re right and that theirs is the only right way to look at an issue! They also both tend to shy away from change; they like to get things settled and then let them continue on as is indefinitely — even if something could be improved. If they decide that they want their love relationship to stay, almost nothing will convince them to leave their partner. This is good for the stability of the relationship but can be bad if the relationship is destructive or inhibitive.

What’s the best aspect of the Taurus-Leo relationship? Their mutual admiration. Both Signs have very powerful personalities, so neither will dominate the other — no matter how hard they try! Others see them as an excellent match as they share the commitment to fulfilling their goals.

( Now u knw kung ba’t ang tagal na nmin…d fact na mabibilang m lng kung ilang beses lng kmi HINDI MAGKITA sa linggo )

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The Woman In My Life

September 5th, 2006 | Posted by JeanGrey in Love | Personal | Poetry | Relationship - (0 Comments)

( To JEAN… The one I LOVE… The Woman IN MY LIFE… Happy 3 yrs.and 3 monthsary )

The woman in my life
Wakes me up in the morning
With a gentle touch
She kisses me
And whispers “Darling,
This day was made for us”

The woman in my life
Has a way of smiling
That can turn a grey sky blue
It’s just like her
Without trying
To make the whole world new

And shes there
When I need her
My guardian angel
In the dark
I can see her
Here by my side

The woman in my life
Catches me when I’m falling
And holds me like a baby when I’m hurt
No matter how high I climb
She guides me safely back to earth

And shes there
When I need her
My guardian angel
In the dark
I can see her
Here by my side

The woman in my life
Says I’m the one she prayed for
And all shes ever gonna need
But shes the one
My heart was made for
And that the way its always gonna be

I Need You

June 19th, 2006 | Posted by JeanGrey in Music Videos - (0 Comments)

I don’t need a lot of things
I can get by with nothing
Of all the blessings life can bring
I’ve always needed something
But I’ve got all I want
When it comes to loving you
You’re my only reason
You’re my only truth

I need you like water
Like breath, like rain
I need you like mercy
From heaven’s gate
There’s a freedom in your arms
That carries me through
I need you

You’re the hope that moves me
To courage again
You’re the love that rescues me
When the cold winds, rage
And it’s so amazing’
Cause that’s just how you are
And I can’t turn back now
‘Cause you’ve brought me too far

I need you like water
Like breath, like rain
I need you like mercy
From heaven’s gate
There’s a freedom in your arms
That carries me through
I need you
Oh yes I do

I need you like water
Like breath, like rain
I need you like mercy
From heaven’s gate
There’s a freedom in your arms
And it carries me through
I need you
Oh yes I do
I need you

Purpose Driven Life

June 19th, 2006 | Posted by JeanGrey in Things That Matters - (1 Comments)

a) It All Starts with God. The purpose of your life is far greater than your own personal fulfillment, your peace of mind, or even your happiness. It’s far greater than your family, your career, and even your wildest dreams. If you want to know why you are placed on this planet it begins with God. You were born by His purpose and for His purpose. (more…)

The Blacksheep

April 7th, 2006 | Posted by JeanGrey in Personal | Poetry | Rants | Relationship - (0 Comments)
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too bad by kitterina

Ako’y masamang anak… maniniwala ka ba?
pagkat yan ang sabi ng mahal kong ina…
Bastos at walang modo.. yan ang laging maririnig
Puro kasamaan ko.. yan ang laging bukang bibig…

Oo!!! naging masama nga ako!!! di ko yan itinatanggi!!!
Sa lahat ng nagawa.. sukdulan ang pagsisisi…
Pero kahit minsan naitanong mo ba sa iyong sarili??
Kung ikaw ba’y ni minsan ay walang nagawang pagkakamali??

Lahat ng tao kapag nasasaktan.. natututong lumaban…
Ito ba ay tama?? O isang kalabisan??
Natural lang na magalit sa isang may kasalanan…
Pero tama pa rin ba??? na ako’y iyong pagbuhatan???

Kahit anong mahawakan.. sa akin ay ihahampas…
Walang katapusang galit.. di ba lilipas???
Di alintana kahit saan ako’y tamaan…
Sumigaw man ako na masakit na!!!! Di pa rin titigilan…

Naranasan mo na bang mabato ng electric fan??
At wasakin ang walis sa iyong katawan????
Di pa rin titigilan kahit sumigaw kang tama na…
Kaya nasambit ko na lang… “Gusto mo pa??? Sige pa kulang pa!!”

Mali ba ang mangatwiran sa isang magulang??
Ang lagi nyang sambit.. “Ikaw ay anak lamang!!!”
Kahit alam nyang siya ay mali.. wala lang pakialam..
Anong akala mo sakin?? walang pakiramdam??

Pagmamahal po nga ba ang tawag mo dyan?
Sa matatalim na salita.. wala kang pakundangan…
Ako’y isang anak.. iyo bang nakalimutan??
Mga paliwanag ko’y di man lang pakikinggan??

Mula pagkabata.. sagana na sa palo…
Mula sa isang malupit na kung tawagin ay tiyo…
Nang sumubok magsumbong.. ano napala ko??
Nabaligtad pa ako.. walang sawang pagkastigo…

Naranasan nyo na ba ang lumuhod sa munggo??
Habang may nakapatong na libro iyong mga braso??
Lahat ng ito dinanas ko kay tiyo..
Lahat ng klaseng pangaabuso.. habang ika’y nasa trabaho…

Magmula nuon.. sa murang isipan tumatak…
Ang galit kasabay ng luhang pumapatak…
Di man lang mag-usisa kung anong nangyari sa anak…
Habang tumatagal puso ko’y lalong nawawasak..

Kung alam mo lamang lahat ang aking naranasan..
Baka sakali kaya.. na ako’y di na masaktan??
Ako ba ay masisisi kung bakit nagkaganyan??
Damdaming puno ng galit.. di na yata maiibsan..

In fairness naman.. minsan mabait ka..
sa sobrang kulit.. pakiramdam mo’y isang bata…
Marunong ka rin naman palang tumawa…
Wish ko lang di na matapos ang mga araw na okey ka…

Ngunit nung isang araw.. di na naman kita maintindihan…
Bigla na lang tayong nagkaalitan na naman…
Lahat na lang isinumbat sa aking mukha…
Pati ba naman ang iyong ginawang pag-aaruga??

Mula sa pagsilang hanggang sa kasalukuyan…
Tama bang isumbat ang lahat ng ‘yan??
Isusumbat pala sa akin ang ibinigay na buhay…
Nang marinig ko yan.. gusto ko ng mamatay….

Sana matapos na ang mga paghihirap…
Kelan kaya mawawala ang madilim na ulap?
Kapayapaan ng isip at pagmamahal na tunay…
Ang tanging hiling ko habang ako’y nabubuhay…

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my one and only true love…

April 6th, 2006 | Posted by JeanGrey in Love | Personal | Poetry | Relationship - (60 Comments)
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my one and only true love

I’ve spent all my life wonderin’ where could my true love be…
I’ve seen too many faces… been to too many places…
until I finally gave up…
My mind stop workin’… my heart stop beating…
I almost lost hold of life…

Not until one day, I found a song…
and gave me some kind of light…
Now here I am… humming love songs again…
My mind started workin’.. my heart started beating…
And that’s when I knew…
I’m close to finding my true love…….

And now… I’ve already found my one and only true love……


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