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missing link

July 28th, 2007 | Posted by JeanGrey in Personal - (0 Comments)

ilang araw na ang lumilipas… pero di ko maintindihan… parang ang laking parte ng buhay ko ang nawawala.. hindi ko alam kung san ako papunta… kung ano ang gagawin ko… feeling ko parang tumigil ang mundo ko…

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ang mga pangarap… lahat… minsan parang ayaw ko ng gumising… kung ano man ang nawawala sa buhay ko ngayon…. sana mahanap ko na agad… lumilipas ang mga araw na hindi ko na halos napapansin… lahat sa paligid ko mabilis… pero ako… di ko alam… para akong naglalakad sa isang malaking lugar na nag-iisa lang… sobrang empty…. pero kahit papano naniniwala pa rin ako na magiging ok din ang lahat… sana malapit na yun… sana nga…..

 

 

 

 

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To all taureans out there…

July 25th, 2007 | Posted by JeanGrey in Personal - (0 Comments)

Nothin’ much to say for today… but to all Taureans out there… I would like to share this one…. I am not a horoscope fanatic here but this keep me inspired specially now for I am having a lot of difficulties in my personal life right now…. so eto na po…

Friendster Horoscope for July 25, 2007

Taurus (Apr 20 – May 20)

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Your optimism is stronger because your subconscious is full of positive thoughts.

In Detail

Your optimistic outlook will be growing a lot stronger today — mostly because your subconscious is active and full of positive thoughts that are slowly but surely bubbling up to the surface of your conscious mind. Seeing the ‘bright side’ of life is contagious, and very attractive. Someone who has just taken a new role in your life loves the fact that you are starting to see the glass as half full — and they are going to big a much bigger part of your life.

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let’s play

July 23rd, 2007 | Posted by JeanGrey in Personal - (0 Comments)

table tennis play ping pong bonding  let’s play pictureAt last natapos na ni father yung one of the projects nya. And that’s the table ng table tennis… (not the actual pic) may ibang tawag pa ba jan? well, anyway.. about the table, wala pa syang paint because sunday kahapon so sarado ang mga hardware stores dito samin. Pero kagabi di na kami nakatiis ni papa. Nagtry na kami maglaro.. in short nabinyagan na… whewww… 15 minutes pa lang kaming naglalaro nakakapagod na sobra… at ang pawis grabe… pero oks lang kasi masaya naman e… and first time ko to na maglalaro ng table tennis kaya masaya… si mama inggit na inggit kasi di sya nakalaro kasi nagluluto pa sya ng food for our dinner. Pero mamayang umaga sigurado ako maglalaro to the max ang mga to na parang mga bata…. hay sana po lagi na lang ganito… masaya…. Ang tagal din naming hindi nakabonding si papa simula nung nakapag-work abroad sya at ngayon lang ulit kami nagkaron ng time talaga after 12 years… :)

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dreaming of you

July 21st, 2007 | Posted by JeanGrey in Music Videos | Personal | Relationship - (0 Comments)

I am missing someone right now and I don’t even have a clue if that person is missing me like the way that I do… Do you know how much it hurts? All I can do is to dream about you… and sometimes I don’t wanna wake up anymore… because its only in my dreams that I can be with you… How I wish you’re dreaming of me too…

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Dreaming of You by Selena

Hyperthyroidism update – I posted last month about continues battle against hyperthyroidism and up to now, my problem with my thyroid gland was not yet resolved. Although some improvements have been noticed. (LOL – Is it really an improvement?) From being a hyperthyroid for almost a year, I am now diagnosed as having a subclinical hypothyroidism. Last June 27 I was about to undergo a subtotal thyroidectomy. The endocrinologist just wanted to make sure that everything’s ok so she requested for another laboratory exam. From the result of my last laboratory exam (that was last week of May) she told me that my overactive thyroid gland was already controlled because of the medicines but still I need to undergo a surgery. To our surprise, the day before the scheduled operation, I gave her my laboratory exam result and it shows that I am now in a hypothyroid condition. Hmmm… I really don’t know if I can consider this a miracle or was there an anomaly? Or was it just that my thyroid gland was acting too weird that my TSH level was elevated in a span of less than a month while my Ft3 and Ft4 was in a normal state…???

As of now I am totally confused. The palpitation is still here… my hair still falls out just like before… it never improved… my sleeping pattern was still abnormal… and still I get tired easily…. the only thing that improves was the trembling of the hands.

Anyway, I was checking my friendster account a while ago and my horoscope for today caught my attention. It says:

Taking care of your health is not a job that you remember to go to only every once in a while. It is something you have to integrate into your life every single day. The good news is, once you learn how to eat better and exercise more, it becomes easy to stick with it. Your self-discipline is stronger than ever, so you are in the best frame of mind possible to start a new fitness routine, join a gym, or invest in some new exercise equipment. It won’t take much to get you hooked on feeling good.

Another horoscope for today… hmmm masyado ng chumatsamba tong horoscope na to ah….

About the horoscope: It’s been a long time that I’ve requested to my father if he can make a table for the table tennis… Hmmm… I can smell a father-and-daughter-bonding here….. Lolz. I missed the old times when my father and I used to play basketball when I was in grade school… Maybe tomorrow or the next day we can start playing table tennis… tsh level treatment hyperthyroidism thyroid problems thyroid gland symptoms hyperthyroidism subtotal thyroidectomy subclinical hypothyroidism hyperthyroidism  Taking care of your health is not a job that you remember to go to only every once in a while picture

Mr. Arrogant!

July 19th, 2007 | Posted by JeanGrey in Personal | Rants - (0 Comments)

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While reading some messages from my friendster account, my horoscope for today got my eye stuck on it…

The Bottom Line

Your daily routine is what keeps you grounded during exciting times. Value it.

In Detail

Who says that having a routine is the same things as being stuck in the mud? You might have a set of tasks, exercises or activities that you do every day, but you are hardly treading water in your life! Far from being dull or boring, your life is more exciting than ever — and it’s your routine that helps keep you grounded and give you the perspective you need to appreciate things. Enjoy the balance you have in your life, because it has taken you a lot of work to achieve it.

Yesterday I’ve met the most arrogant person in my entire life… you know what? we have different opinions and you should respect that! Well I don’t give a damn if what I am doin’ seems too easy for you… I don’t even have to pretend or make such stories just to impress you or somebody else…

This is me and I love being me…

And I don’t have to imitate someone just to be accepted by the community… And to you Mr. Arrogant… it feels so great that before I walked away I’ve got the courage to say all those words to you and somehow I know you will realize that not all people can be intimidated by you…:-P

The Next White Castle Girl (muntik ng masunog)

July 13th, 2007 | Posted by JeanGrey in Personal - (1 Comments)
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This time ‘di na po nakakatawa. Sus kung masunog kaya ang face? konting ingat mga girls!Watch The Next White Castle Girl on ABS-CBN primetime bida this Saturday ( July 14, 2007) at 11p.m.

To vote for your favorite Castle Girl, text:

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The Next White Castle Girl (bloopers)

July 13th, 2007 | Posted by JeanGrey in Things That Matters - (0 Comments)
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Lol! very funny! pero sana po naorient nyo sana ng mabuti yung mga contestants about the “Do’s and Dont’s” po. Baka next time kasi may ma-aksidente na talaga. Kelan pa ba kikilos kapag may nasaktan na? yun lang po.

Pero nakakatawa talaga tong scene na to… :)

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in the memory of richard…

July 12th, 2007 | Posted by JeanGrey in Personal - (0 Comments)

Last thursday I received a text message from my mother telling me that Richard was already dead. (Richard – used to be a friend of mine when I still own a computer shop 3 years ago) He died from a car accident. I remembered those days when I used to play Ragnarok. We became friends when one day he found out that I was using Kore (a well known bot for Ragnarok). He asked me how to use it and because he was a regular customer of mine, I gave him a copy. To make the story short, we became friends. Sometimes he used to visit me even my computer shop was already close just to share some tips on how to level up more easily.

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In The Arms of An Angel by Sarah Mclachlan

I also remembered that he used to help me when there were days that I can’t manage to accommodate some customers because I was the only one who was supervising it.

He was a good guy. There came a point that we had a conflict when I announced that my parents planned to sell the the computer shop because at that time I have something to do and no one was able to manage it. He was interested in buying it but his parents’ offer was too low than the other buyer. Of course I was not the one who will decide for that matter. In short it has been sold to other person. I still remember his last day in my computer shop. He quietly entered. His face was so sad. He just sit beside me like he used to but at that time he was just there without saying any word for almost 20 minutes. I know he was very disappointed. I know… I can’t say any word… I didn’t know what to say… We were so quiet. Later on he looked at me, stood up and finally said goodbye… He walked away just like that…

Tears came falling that I have to run to the restroom because I didn’t want his other friends to see me crying. They all know what happened. He used to be a friend…. a good friend… He was too young to die… But that’s life!

To you Richard… I know wherever you are right now…. I know you always have those smile just like the first time that I saw you… :)

This song is for you…

 

When was the last time that you’ve made a call to say HI to your friend? Too bad I missed him and all I can do is sigh…

Last July 4, I made a post here about the viral tags issue. I asked if it’s legal. And just as I thought….. this morning I noticed this message:

 

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If you still haven’t read the TOS (Terms of Service) then you may start reading it now to avoid hassles.

In the TOS it says that:

 

the Content is not spam, and does not contain unethical or unwanted commercial content designed to drive traffic to third party sites or boost the search engine rankings of third party sites, or to further unlawful acts (such as phishing) or mislead recipients as to the source of the material (such as spoofing);

After reading this one I immediately deleted my post regarding viral train.
So If I were you guys… just delete the entry and never post anything like that again and always refer to the wordpress rules.. That’s all.

 

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Finish the phrase…

July 9th, 2007 | Posted by JeanGrey in Personal - (0 Comments)

Finish the phrases. Some may be uncomfortable, but you’ll manage.

1. I’ve come to realize that my last dance..
2. I am listening to..
3. I talk..
4. I love..
5. My first dance..
6. Love is..
7. Marriage is..
8. Somewhere, someone is thinking..
9. I’ll always..
10. I have a secret crush..
11. I cried because..
12. My cell phone is..
13. I woke up at..
14. Before I go to bed..
15. Right now I am thinking..
16. Babies are..
17. I log on to friendster..
18. Today..
19. Tonight I will..
20. Tomorrow …

Source: Unwritten Thoughts – Finish the phrase…

you are my sweetest downfall…

July 9th, 2007 | Posted by JeanGrey in Music Videos - (2 Comments)

Another favorite song of mine… I was searchin’ for the title of this song for along time…. I think I’ve heard it first from the movie.. or maybe from the tv series “The L Word…” I guess so…

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Regina Spektor – Samson Lyrics

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Hello mommy! After your long labor and agony, here I am. A cute little boy weighing 4.5 lbs, my eyes and nose were just like yours. I’ve got daddy’s lips and ears. Whew! Those 9 months were very exciting and full of fun. I can still remember your bedtime stories, those relaxing touch that I can almost feel inside your womb, your favorite food that we’ve shared, and most of all… your conversation with daddy about how excited he is to see and hold me in his arms. I used to move inside your womb whenever I hear it. At last… Now I can feel your touch… Huh! you’re holding my hand mommy… I felt much secured and loved. And I can’t wait to see you and daddy. Thank you for all your sacrifices… for all the love and care… Having you both is my greatest GIFT. For now, let me close my eyes and try to imagine your face, memorize your scent and treasure your presence. And I know later on daddy’s coming home…

Yeng Constantino – Cool Off

July 7th, 2007 | Posted by JeanGrey in Love | Music Videos | Personal | Relationship - (0 Comments)
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Yeng Constantino – Cool Off Lyrics

I love you still…..

Just a few days ago, I’ve noticed that a lot of bloggers have copy and pasted this “Viral links” to their blogs as an entry… At first I’ve made some few searches about it to know if it’s legal or if other bloggers got banned because of this post…

Just today I found a post about this:

A few days ago, I noticed in my WordPress Dashboard that my “Incoming Links” section was not updating. Come to find out that it was 2 days and 3 posts after my post about the ViralTags Train…

Anyone here got the same problem???? Please let me know… I am just getting started to become active as a blogger and I don’t want my blog to get banned because of this viral links…

 

 

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Paolo Santos – Moonlight Over Paris Lyrics

You say you’ve been overseas
I say over where
You say just a holiday
My Alsatian heir
I say I’ve been working late, working overtime
Haven’t seen the sun since eighty-nine
Does the moonlight shine on Paris
After the sun goes down
If the London Bridge is falling
Will anybody hear a sound
If you follow the sunset will it ever end
Does the moonlight shine on Paris

Oh and how can you just walk away
Is it something that I said
I see only black and white
You see green and red
You believe in the miracles
Water into wine
I believe it when it makes the New York Times

Does the moonlight shine on Paris
After the sun goes down
If the London Bridge is falling
Will anybody hear a sound
If you follow the sunset will it ever end
Does the moonlight shine on Paris

Chaka Khan – Through The Fire Lyrics

July 2nd, 2007 | Posted by JeanGrey in Music Videos - (0 Comments)

Chaka Khan – Through The Fire Lyrics

I look in your eyes and I can see
We’ve loved so dangerously
You’re not trusting your heart to anyone
You tell me you’re gonna play it smart
Were through before we start
But I believe that we’ve only just begun

When its this good, theres no saying no
I want you so, I’m ready to go

Chorus:
Through the fire
To the limit, to the wall
For a chance to be with you
Id gladly risk it all
Through the fire
Through whatever, come what may
For a chance at loving you
Id take it all the way
Right down to the wire
Even through the fire

I know you’re afraid of what you feel
You still need time to heal
And I can help if you’ll only let me try
You touch me and something in me knew
What I could have with you
Well I’m not ready to kiss that dream goodbye

When its this sweet, theres no saying no
I need you so, I’m ready to go

Chorus

Through the test of time

Chorus

Through the fire, to the limit
Through the fire, through whatever
Through the fire, to the limit
Through the fire, through whatever

Ronnie Liang – Ngiti

July 1st, 2007 | Posted by JeanGrey in Music Videos - (7 Comments)
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Ronnie Liang – Ngiti Lyrics

Another favorite song of mine…

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special memory…

June 28th, 2007 | Posted by JeanGrey in Love | Music Videos | Personal | Relationship - (0 Comments)

love you honey… i missed you a lot…

Continuous battle against hyperthyroidism

June 12th, 2007 | Posted by JeanGrey in Health | Personal - (6 Comments)

Tomorrow would be the result of my biopsy test… I just hope and pray that the result would be fine…. that I don’t need an operation…. A thyroidectomy….

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A thyroidectomy involves the surgical removal of all or part of the thyroid gland. Surgeons often perform a thyroidectomy when a patient has thyroid cancer or some other condition of the thyroid gland (such as hyperthyroidism).

It’s been a year since I was diagnosed of having a hyperthyroid…

Hyperthyroidism is the result of excess thyroid hormone production, causing an overactive metabolism and increased speed of all the body’s processes.

I remembered last January 2006 my body weight was over 80 kilos…. I stand only 5 feet and 3 inches tall so it’s too obvious that I was categorized as an obese. But now I only weigh 55 kilos…

The doctor’s couldn’t tell where I got such disease… They would only say that maybe it’s hereditary or too much stress could also be a great factor…

The Signs and Symptoms

Major clinical weight loss (often accompanied by a ravenous appetite), intolerance to heat, fatigue, weakness, hyperactivity, irritability, apathy, depression, polyuria, and sweating. Additionally, patients may present with a variety of symptoms such as palpitations and arrhythmias (notably atrial fibrillation), shortness of breath (dyspnea), loss of libido, nausea, vomiting, and diarrhea.

THE CONFESSION….

I think it was almost 3 years ago since I’ve started to take weight loss pills such as bangkok pills, K*nc*ra, K*ank*nis (Herbal slimming tea), x*n*cal, and other diet pills… But last year I’ve tried these Chinese herbal pills which I bought from a well known department store…. After a week I’ve lost almost 1 to 2 pounds a week… so I keep on taking those medicines…. then after 6 months of taking those pills… I started to feel something different… I experienced all of the signs and symptoms that I’ve posted above…

I have a doubt that taking all those weight loss pills could be the reason why I’ve got a hyperthyroid…. Maybe…. or maybe just this past few years of my life I’ve been through a lot of problems and a lot of stress that triggered such disease….