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Live Life With No Regrets

May 20th, 2011 | Posted by Cynth in For Cynth

no regrets live with no regrets Life  Live Life With No Regrets pictureI have always lived my life the way I wanted to. I have always followed my heart regardless of the consequences. I have live my life to the fullest, as much as I can. But there are times when I feel like, life would be better for me if I did or did not do something but well regrets are for losers, don’t you think? Coz, no matter what you think , regretting something that has already happened is just getting all worked up for nothing right? All I want to do now is look to the past and see what I did and try, well at the very least try, not to make the same mistakes again.

Its just that we have been hankering for a new car for the longest time, the old car, well it still runs smoothly but the air-conditioning is a bust and the body looks like it belongs more inside a junk yard than on the road. We were given some cash to buy for a new one but well, we had other ‘priorities’ and used that money for that, but last night as we we’re traveling amidst the traffic and the heat, I was thinking, if we have set that money to buy a new car, well not exactly new but a better car than what we have now, we wouldn’t be suffering as much as we were in the traffic jam that caught us last night. But well, what can I do now? Regret not having spent that money on a better vehicle, but what about the other stuff we we’re able to accomplish with that money? Well, we made our choice and I’d like to think we were all the better for it, but because of those choice, we had to suffer last night and because of those choices we still have to suffer. I’m still looking to buy ourselves a better vehicle. Hopefully by next year when we are more financially sound.

Well, you really don’t know where life will take you right? Languishing in the heat last night may have fried some of my brain cells perhaps because that heat made me think of the more profound things in my life and made me think that perhaps there is a better way and perhaps I can do something about it. I’ve said live with no regrets and I want to continue doing that. I want to be happy that my life is where it is right now. I want to be happy that I am growing and learning and hopefully I will have less and less things to dwell upon when things are tough…

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