wondering how it feels to have a family and a baby

Friday, April 10, 2009
By jeanjean

I’m still wondering how it’s like to have a family… and a baby. I thought I’m almost there… Someone promised me that he wanted to marry me and share the rest of my life with me and be the mother of his kids too… I wonder how it feels like to watch your own kid grow, put them in a Bob stroller and take them to a park every weekends and watch them play and have fun with other kids too.

Sigh.. Now I have to live my life alone. I have to start all over again. I have to forget that someone so I can move on.

I know I promised already that I will never write something like this here in this blog. I’m sorry… It will take some time for my heart to completely heal… It’s not that easy you know…

Someday I’ll be over you… That’s for sure…

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  1. apples
    April 15, 2009 at 6:56 am

    When someone breaks your heart into so many little pieces it can never be put back together the way it was, it’s not easy to get over it and move on. It just takes time. A lot of time…

    #64
  2. Jean sQuared
    April 15, 2009 at 8:23 am

    I wish I can move on as soon as possible..

    Thanks for dropping by apples!

    Jean sQuared’s last blog post..way back into love

    #65
  3. gnehpalle02
    October 16, 2009 at 10:49 am

    kayo rin po ba ung jeangrey na http://jeangr3y.wordpress.com? kung kayo po un nag-email po ako sa inyo. hope you’ll take time to read it.thanks po ulit..

    #66

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