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Cyber love is like a gamble – Did you ever fall in love online?

February 3rd, 2009 | Posted by dailytrends101 in Relationship | Upclose & Personal

“Is it possible to fall in lοve with someone you never met?”

love quotes love is a gamble Love  Cyber love is like a gamble   Did you ever fall in love online? pictureI’ve met this someone in an online chat just a year ago. I hardly ever check my email but on that day I was looking for online games on the internet. I also received an email notice that came from one of the online game newsletter that I sign up with. I was about to delete them all but an email notice caught my attention. “You’ve got private message from **********************” “So you are Jean?” I had second thoughts if I should answer that one or will I just ignore it. It was sent three days ago anyway and besides it was just a plain message, nothing extra ordinary so I assumed that this “someone” probably not expecting any reply at all. But I know how does it feel being ignored so I replied with a simple “Hi.”

**That’s how it started. Then on that night this someone called me up. It was actually weird how much we had in common. At first, we only talked in yahoo voice chat. From the start of the conversation I already felt something that I couldn’t explain. I knew I would fall in lοve with this person so on the next day I tried to avoid this someone because I got so scared that maybe I was wrong and I didn’t even know the person that much. I tried to stay away from that person for as long as I could but the more that I tried to stay away, the more that I proved to myself that I was really falling in love. I was always wondering why this person knew that I was online even I was on invisible mode. At that time I had no idea that even when you go Invisible, you can still be detected.  Then weeks, and months have passed till I noticed that sometimes we even talked for almost 24 hours. This person was always on my mind even we’re not talking. And I can hardly hide the smile on my face everytime that someone was talking to me even for no reason. It felt so stupid but I couldn’t even resist. I already admitted to myself that I was falling in love with this “Angel”. One day that someone confessed….. We had the same feelings for each other….. and the rest is history…. : ) We had a lot of unforgettable moments together but I’m sorry I can’t write them here.

“Love is a gamble, sometimes you win, other times you lose. But no matter what your cards are in this gamble, whether cloves, spades, or diamonds, remember-never ever play with the heart….”

For me, it doesn’t even matter if I would win or lose…. what matters is that I know that what I’ve felt was real and I don’t have any regrets at all. I am happy. Though I am not completely happy now for some reasons…….  I just hope that everything would be fine…. I know it would take weeks…. months… year? I really don’t know how long do I have to wait… but I am still here and I am not losing hope. I will never let go… I know you will be okay soon…

Anyway…. did I answer the question already?

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5 Responses

  • payatot says:

    alam mo, base sa nabasa ko sa kwento mo, parang kumplikado..parang may mali sa relasyon..sori, pero yun ang ramdam ko..kung mali ako , pasensya na, kung nakialam ako, pasensya na ulit..

    marami namang ganyan na nangyayari, kaya lang minsan ang iba e parang wala lang..pero yung sayo , sa tingin ko tinamaan ka talaga sa kanya..

    sya ba yung tinutukoy mo sa letter mo nung isang araw na nag post ka? ang pakialamero ko ano? pasensya na ulit, kase parang ang katulad mo e ang sarap mahalin dahil sa tingin ko’y tapat at malinis ang pagmamahal na ibinibigay mo sa kanya…

    kung sino man sya, maswerte ka kay jean; sa tingin ko’y mahal na mahal ka nya..

    sayo jean, sana mas lumigaya ka dahil nararapat lang yon sa isang tulad mong mapagmahal…alam ko na liligaya ka..tandaan mo yan…ingat…next topic na lang ulit…

    payatot’s last blog post..mahal na mahal kita…at kahit kaylan….kahit nasan ka…..hahanapin kita…para makasama ka…

  • Cindyrella says:

    haba ng comment ni payatot ah! anyway, na tag ata kita kaya gawin mo na yung tag! heheh! good luck sa inyo ng iyong minamahal! masarap naman kasi talaga magmahal eh kahit na sa anong paraan pa. di ko pa naeexperienced ang ma inlove sa ka chat eh.. pero in your case, sana maging masaya kayong 2! adv happy valentines day!

  • lalaine says:

    hello!!! nabasa ko yung love story mo!!! kakaingit nga… hehehehe.. anyway goodluck… sana meron din ako.. just kidding…meron na nga kasi…kaya nga lang hirap ng sitwasyon… strict ng parents ko kasi…kaya di kami nagkikita masyado… basta… gudluck… hope so you will be happy…

  • JeanGrey says:

    Yeah it’s quite complicated but it’s not what you think po.. Hmmm… tsaka mahal nya rin ako sobra :) Kaya namimiss ko na sya sobra… Alin pong letter? yung the promise? yeah sya po

    Ngayon ko lang ulit nabasa tong entry ko kasi nung nipost ko to nagmamadali ako e. Parang naging one sided love ano? Siguro dahil ba dun sa “never ever play with the heart” ? – wala na kong makitang love quotes na mejo related sa g@mble e kailangan ko kasing isngit ang word na yun :)

  • JeanGrey says:

    ah nung una langsa chat pero nagkasama naman kami po kaya oks lang :) yeah we’re happy! Advance happy valentines day din! salamat po sa tag… sige gagawin ko yan now :P