I smell something fishy!

Tuesday, January 20, 2009
By jeanjean

Am I just being a paranoid or what? I know most of you have already experienced the feeling of being in a paranoid state. What is paranoid anyway? It is said that you are a paranoid when you are having feelings of intense distrust and suspecting that something wrong is going on without having proofs.

paranoid

Paranoid

And that is exactly what I feel right now. Sometimes I don’t know if I am just getting paranoid or what. I feel like there’s something really happening behind my back and whatever it is…. I really need to find out… I am having a lot of nightmares again this past few weeks and it’s as if it really happened… I could still remember the last time I had a nightmare about something…. Last year I found out that it really happened! Maybe it’s really true that dreams are giving us signs…. Or maybe I was just jumping into conclusions… I don’t have any evidence so for now I will just leave it that way til I got proofs… Too bad I can’t elaborate the story here because it was too personal. That’s all I can say for now…

Maybe I should write this one in my private blog instead… And speaking of my private blog, too bad I messed up with it yesterday… Wordpress.com deleted my account due to TOS violation… Why? I uploaded my backup entries in my other blog and I forgot there were some links that should not be posted there and maybe that was the reason… maybe wordpress detected those links that’s why my account was deleted… Anyways… I just got lucky that I’ve already exported all my entries in that blog before I messed it up. I was lucky I regularly do this backup thing so I don’t have to worry in case of emergency like this… My blogging life will be doomed if I don’t have any backups at all… Backup entries are just like emergency lights… it really saved my day… So the only thing that I need to do now is to open new account and upload all my entries there… and that means I have to make a new blog! I really hate creating new account because it means that I have to fill up a lot of infos and need to check the email for verification purposes… so time consuming! Sigh…

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