Who says you can't change the past?

Are you one of those who believe that we can’t change the past?

A lot of bad things happened in my past and I’m always wishing that if only I could change them then maybe my life could be much happier than what I have right now. Don’t get me wrong! I don’t have any regrets of all the things that I have done…. In fact, I am happy…. but I’m not contented…. The only regret that I have are those things that I didn’t do… This is what happens if you refrain your self to do those things that you think will make you happy… For some reasons, I got scared… that’s why I am feeling like this… I will always wonder what would happen if only I did thisss….. and that……. I could always ask myself, “What if…” and “If only….” Hmmm… sorry I can’t even write them all here… Sigh…

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I was reading my entries in the past two years and I’ve noticed that most of those that I’ve written were so emo… It was so frustrating so instead of deleting them, I transferred them all in a private account where no one would know how my life used to be… I thought that it would be much better to just replace the content with any topic that is more inspiring, or any topic that could make me laugh or just about anything that is somehow related to the title of the entry. You think that’s stupid? Then call it stupid or whatever if you want to… I don’t mind at all… But for me, its my way of letting go of all those bad memories that happened in my life… It happened already… and I’ve learned from it… I am letting go of all the hurt and I don’t wanna look back on how painful it was that’s why I intend to replace them all . Instead, I would try to remember and write about something good that happened during that time… I just hope that I could still remember… LOL I have a bad memory (ulianin)… so that would be another problem… Now… let me ask you again… Who says you can’t change the past?

Lately, I was reading self help articles at NLP and I remember in one of those articles, someone have said that happiness and loneliness is only in the mind… “If you think you’re lonely then you will feel lonely.” What is NLP anyway? NLP (Neuro Linguistic Programming) is a way of better understanding how people think – and how you can persuade or influence them to think differently. I don’t wanna be lonely anymore…. Hmm maybe I need to read more articles like this. NLP site was created by Richard Bandler and upon reading some of what was written there, somehow I’m sure they already helped a lot of people to change and look at life in a different perspective. Those who are feeling helpless and emotionally depressed, I recommend you this NLP site. If you want to be a member then just sign up coz its free. They have professional trainers like Paul McKenna and other NLP trainers that can help you in case you need professional advice.

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I will let them all go…. but I will never let go of the person that I love… I love you baby…

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Tags: bad memories, letting go, past

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